Ritual
I woke up one day feeling I needed something to focus my mind toward my submissive side...my own ritual (something important to D/s). It's where I know the rules, where I know what's expected, and where I'm most comfortable. After giving it some thought, and speaking to Dom about it, I came up with the idea of a 'prayer'. Something that came from my heart and spoke about what I wanted to remember...who I wanted to be. It took a long time to get just the right words, but now that I have them, I can easily slip into myself just by repeating them. It's something that is now required twide daily. When I wake up and before I sleep at night. I've even found myself repeating it when I feel my temper rising. It gives me a sense of calm and endurance, I suppose. But mostly it reminds me of who I am, how far I've come, and where I want to go.
Anyway, here:
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Each Day
Let me trust in His courage and His wisdom, as He has proven worthy
Let me believe in His ability to guide me, and strive to improve where there is need
Let me serve with grace and humility - ever seeking ways to bring Him comfort and pleasure, remebering to be obedient in all ways
Let me give my loyalty and respect, as they belong to Him above all Others
Let me remember my every action is a reflection of Him, and allow me to gain strength from Him throughout my day
I am whole because of what He has taught me, and each day, I will give myself to Him again.
Composed by valeca, for Him.
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That is my ritual. And I thank Him for it.

1 Comments:
Thanx, Cliff!
I don't know if it did anything for Him, outside of the fact it kept me busy and out of His hair for a day or two :P
That said, writing it was like pushing my insides to the outside. It was a very humbling experience --even if only for myself.
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