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Well, this is my first real post so it seems like a good place to tell you a little about myself. I'm a 29 year old mother of three. I used to like children. I still do, just not quite as much. I'm one of those people who likes to try a lot of new things, rarely commiting to any for too long. There are only two things I've found that hold my interest. D/s and writing. Those two are manditory in my life. The rest comes and goes with little sustained interest, but those two are a constant. Alright, I suppose my spawn are up there too I'm the least organized person you'll probably meet, but this works for me. I don't see this changing any time in the near future...stranger things have happened, I suppose. I simply enjoy being scattered. Most times. I'm generally a happy person, rarely in a really bad mood, but when I am, watch out. You can usually tell when I'm getting close to being pissed off when I become overly polite. I'm not exactly sure why I go this way; I suspect it has something to do with formality being somewhat cold. I tend to think I know more than you do about things I know a little about. Probably because I need to feel what I know is worth something. I love almost anything to do with writing, but lately, I'm having a hard time sitting down to actually get anything out. I've created two characters who are exact opposite...maybe one of them will do something. If I'm lucky, they'll share it with me. As for D/s, that is something I do know about. I've been collared twice in my 5 years as a submissive. I've lived as a 24/7 slave and I spent the first few years researching every little detail I could about the lifestyle. It's who I am, and I'm comfortable with it. I love talking about it, I have no shame about the way I live. I don't particularly care who knows about it..family, friends, makes no differenece to me. That doesn't mean I make a point of drawing attention to it, but I won't shy away from it either. I have a few Men in my life, whom I treasure, and I'm grasping the idea behind poly relationships (as I couldn't before). As it stands, I consider myself single. Legally, I'm divorced (and happier for it), but I do have a Dominant (my first Master). I'm not sure where I'll end up, but I plan on enjoying the ride there. I can be very lazy. I think that's an important detail. Well, none of this will make a lot of sense to most people, or it will be very general information. I guess if you keep reading, you'll learn more. ~val